Another week comes to an end. Not sure I am ready for Monday but I’ll take slow strides this week as I ease back into projects. My time off didn’t go as planned but I’m moving forward with a sense of calm and renewed perspective. Elliot’s sunflower (that just bloomed today) is a nice reminder to be grateful for all the beauty that surrounds you. I know I am.
I would say this is true about most people but one thing I can say for myself is I question everything with no end in sight. No agenda. Just straight up curiosity and looking for answers. Looking for truth.
I think that journey starts when something lights you up. For example: My interest in the vegetarian lifestyle started around 2004 or so. Hearing more about it made me curious. Then the singer of a band I liked shared his thoughts and that was the spark. I held on to that flame for a few years.
Later, in 2007 I explored it on my own, along with all sorts of research into natural wellness and eco living. It was then the flame grew into a fire. After reading books/articles and watching a bunch of documentaries/films I made the shift. It wasn’t hard for me at all because I was truly informed. And because of the knowledge I’ve gained and how passionate I felt, it was a no brainer. And honestly I never turned back and it was the one of the best decisions I’ve ever made for myself.
The key to this story is that I wasn’t looking for reasons to be a vegetarian. I just wanted to seek truth. I yearned for answers and what was happening in the world, and in this case what we were doing to animals. Well I found out and it destroyed me. I hated that I wasn’t aware but I knew that beating myself up wasn’t worth it. Redemption only comes from change. So that’s what I did.
As the years went by I carried on this way of living… the way of looking deeper. And it has brought me tons of rewards. I don’t blindly trust anyone and I’m smart enough to see right through the shit that is being fed to everyone around me. The world is far from perfect and the things I’ve learned upset me a great deal… but I rather be informed then be ignorant. So I continue to seek the truth and live my life in a way that brings me happiness.
It took time to thicken the skin I wear. To be just a bit tougher to block all the negativity, all the bullshit, all the low vibes around me. To ignore the false reality. But I did it. And oh, is it glorious.
Nature is always there. To enjoy and to inspire. To feed us and help us grow. To support each and every one of us, whenever we need it (and even when we don’t).
We truly thrive because of the mother. She will never abandon us.
Today we celebrated Elliot turning 5 and was such a nice day with family. I am so happy we were all together for his birthday and he had a blast
Elliot, you are such a light in our lives. Always smiling and cheerful, bringing sunshine and laughter wherever you go. I love your silly and quirky personality and how curious you are about the world around you. You’ve grown into such a talented little artist – between drawing/ painting, dancing/singing, and how much you love to act – it truly makes my heart happy. I’ve deeply enjoyed teaching and learning all about nature with you this past year and cannot wait for what’s to come. You are such a smart, thoughtful, and kind boy, it makes me so proud.
Watching you develop has been such a blessing and I am so honored to be your mother. I will always be here for you… to support your dreams, comfort you when you need it, and keep you safe. And I promise to do my best to give you every opportunity to thrive in the best way possible. Keep shining my love. I simply adore you